My heart is exhausted, laying on the floor witnessing my complexity. Is that my ego or just my pain that prevents me from listening to it ?
There is always room for doubts but peraphs love will fill it up. I just want to keep it simple. I have ended too much of my thoughts with a question mark. Let me rest now and set me free from my own brain. I lived in it for too long. This prevented me from achieving so much things. I haven't met this part of me yet.
I've been thinking for so long that the heart was complex and the brain was plain, simple, straight forward. Little did I know how wrong I was. The brain can fight days after days, night after night, on every single wet pillow, it won't ever win. Not because it lacks strength but because there is nothing to fight against. My thoughts tried for so long to surpass my feelings.
I wanted to think deeper than I felt, to process things faster than they'd come, to love myself more than anyone else, to fall in love desesparetely until every piece of me broke down, until my brain collapsed processing all of this question marks. Deep inside every single one of us, we know that our heart knows the answers. We just have to listen to it when he whispers them, event throughout the loud life.
Sometimes, there is no need for "better", what we want may be enough. What we truely desire might be this soft whisper of our heart, the one I don't listen to carefuly enough.

Sometimes all I want is just simplicity